“Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you’re going to get.” – Forrest Gump
“The law of unintended consequences, often cited but rarely defined, is that actions of people—and especially of government—always have effects that are unanticipated or unintended.” – Rob Norton on Unintended Consequences in Economics
I know I haven’t posted anything in a week, but after writing “The Days” and the subsequent events that followed as a direct result, I was a bit emotionally drained. As you can tell, I tend to put a lot of myself in my writing, so I had to take a little break to recharge.
There’s definately going to be more to come with an upcoming reunion in just over 2 months, and so on. The kids, as you read in the next expansion of this ongoing tale, The New Frontiers, have read the blog and just saw literally a huge chunk of their lives completely redefined at the core. They’re… well… definately in shock, and I’m giving them some time to process it all. I don’t foresee a new post on the Frontiers until after the reunion, but there’s been quite a bit of little things here and there in the background, so here’s to answer the questions I’ve gotten the most in the past month since I started the Days.
Why did you really write this?
I tried to explain why in the Epilogue, and the main reason was to give the kids the full background on their mom and me and how the whole mess came to be. More importantly, this really was a tale that just had to be told. I’m seeing them soon, and if you know me, I’m a decent storyteller, but I know my writing has always been better than my spoken word.
But more importantly, it was the anniversary of her passing, and these were things that very few of even my closest friends knew about. Because of the strange irregular nature of our relationship, and the different schools, distance and more, everyone I know had a piece of the story, but no one had it all.
Are Terry & Georgia going to be in your life from here on?
I really don’t know. It’s still new to me to have them back, but not as the small children I remember. They’re coming into adulthood now, but they know so little of their mom except of what their dad and grandparents have told them and of course childhood memories. After the reunion to come, this whole relationship could expand and grow, or come to a crashing halt.
As for my own feelings on the matter, I really do care for them and I’d love for them to be in my life, and that of my new friends and family here in Calgary. But (and yes, there’s always the but) I’m getting the impression that I might have to consider keeping my distance or even leaving again if it’s for the better good.
This is where the quote I put above, the Law of Unintended Consequences, comes into play. I can’t believe how I, a trained economist, completely disregarded this. It’s a canon practically for us, as a good economist is supposed to be able to foresee the possible consequences for any action. I really didn’t see this coming, though in hindsight it’s so obvious.
I started a war. Yes, I knew going into this that I considered the possibility of their father and I might get into some sort of conflict. What I DIDN’T see was that I might have possibly split their family apart into armed camps. Terry isn’t even talking to his father now. Georgia, thank heavens, is trying to work out a truce, but it’s not easy as she’s angry herself. There has been so many stories told about me over the years, as it looks like my old friend and the grandparents still blame me for HER accidental death. Now the truth is out, and the kids are … I’m not sure.
All I do know is, I don’t want to be the one that could split a family as well, or more importantly, her family.
How did the Kids find you?
Heh. This is an interesting thing. They didn’t find me a few months ago. They found me almost 2 YEARS ago on Facebook and other social media sites.
They’ve been watching me all of this time to gauge if the stories they’ve been told are true. What they’ve found is a guy who loves his friends, his family and great food…. lots and lots of food. I’ve been told that the story of their decision to contact me is something epic as well, and I can’t wait to hear.
I’m talking to them. That’s all that can be done. I’m here to give them advice and my love.
I’ve been asked by a local filmmaker to consider making a draft screenplay. Yes? No? I’m not ready right now in my mind, and I don’t have the time to commit anyways. But if anything I’ve learned from this whole mess, never say never.
Anything to note?
My wife has gone way beyond the call of duty on this one. I can’t imagine it was fun watching your husband write about another woman. She’s also the one who’s been advising me to take it a little more carefully with the kids. She’s going to stay at arms’ length for now and see where it goes before she gets directly involved. I can’t thank her enough for her advice, and most importantly, her patience and understanding.
Heh, and also, when I told my mom about the upcoming reunion, her first words to me weren’t “That’s great” or “How wonderful”. They were, “Are you being sued (by her family)?” Such a Mom thing to say. Thanks Mom for the giggle, and love you.
So that’s enough for now. I’ve got a few interesting tales from London, England (as a 14 yr old), a few Spy cases to tell from recent years, and how my horrific mandarin in Taiwan made a situation really, really weird.
And more importantly, take a look at www.YYCBurgerweek.com. I’m one of the founders, and it’s burgers for a great cause.
See you in the funny papers.